Tinker Bell

Wow do I need to update. But unforunately, I don't have time right now because any minute Madelyn is going to wake up ready to drink her milk and watch Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. So let me just share a couple pictures of our Tinker Bell.

She is the most beautiful Tinker Bell ever. Ever, ever, ever.

Good News

Well I heard back from the doctor and everything looked good on the CT scan of my head. He did see some sinus congestion (which I already knew about, thank you very much!) So yay. I'm very thankful for a good report, and yet, I am still uneasy about the whole thing. What about my next migraine? Are they all going to be like that now? I'm not sure I want to just wait around and find out. So now what? Migraine medications is not fun. I have a prescription for Imitrex, but I do not take them for several reasons: 1. They make you feel like you're having a stroke - one side of your face gets all tingly 2. They are VERY expensive - with insurance they are $20 for 4 pills. Yes that is correct, each pill is $5. 3. They are not good for you if you are pregnant. And no Mitch and I aren't exactly trying, but there is no birth control that is 100% effective. So what if, right? My doctor mentioned at my last appointment about some preventive medications available that would need to be taken every day, so maybe that is an option. But the good news is I haven't had a migraine since the bad one. And that is what I am trying to focus on - instead of being anxious about when the next one will come.

Weekend Fun

First of all, let me say thank you for all of your concerns and prayers! The procedure yesterday was pretty uneventful. And you know how these things work, first they have to analyze the results, then send it to my doctor and then I will get a call from my doctor's office. I'm not even expecting a call until mid next week. And so far, I haven't had any more migraines since the monster migraine last week. I'll update when I hear from the doctor!

Mitch is leaving for Orlando tomorrow for work and will be gone until Tuesday. So I decided that Madelyn and I would go spend the weekend with my parents. It should be fun for everyone - fun for Madelyn because she will receive all the attention, fun for my parents because they get to play with their granddaughter, and fun for me because I get a little break from keeping up with Madelyn all day. I also just love to see my parents spend time with Madelyn. I feel the same way when we visit Mitch's family. I can't really explain it very well. At this age, children change so much from week to week. There are things she is doing that she wasn't doing just last week. So it is fun to share the joy of watching her grow before my eyes with other people.

And hear I will leave you with a cute picture. TGIF!

Brain Issues

I have a CAT scan today at 2:30. After my extremely bad migraine last week, the doctor wanted to make sure nothing else was going on. You know the crazy part about all this? Because getting this appointment has been a major pain the rear (the insurance not wanting to approve the scan, Madelyn coming down with a fever so I have no childcare options, Mitch having to take time out of his extremely busy work day to come home and watch Madelyn) I have not really had the time to process what I am actually doing today. They are scanning my BRAIN to make sure nothing is WRONG with it. Shouldn't I be more concerned than I am? But you know what, I am just goint to speed along and not think about it. Normally I would be really worried because that is what I do. Since all this has given me a worry-free pass, I'm just going to continue to enjoy my worryless state-of-mind. Isn't that we are called to do anyway? So thank you, Lord for helping me stay out of the worry lane!

Explosion

I have had several posts in my head, and here they all are in one huge explosion.

Post #1: Let me show you my new therapeutic activity. Playing with blocks.

It started out just having a little fun with Madelyn. But then one evening Madelyn had the worst temper tantrum she had ever had all because she didn't want to get ready for bed. (She got herself so upset, she actually threw up!) I came out of her room that night completely tense and stressed out. I walked into the living room and her toys were all still out on the floor, and instead of cleaning them up, I sat down and played with her blocks. It was amazing how fast my muscles started relaxing and my mind started to thaw out from the stress. There is something about doing something with your hands that helps with the stress somehow. It reminds me of the time when Mitch and I were dating and we broke up for a weekend. In my heart I knew it wasn't over and I wanted to wait by the phone for him to call. So I wouldn't go crazy, I decided to do a jigsaw puzzle. I spent the whole weekend doing a 1000 piece jigsaw puzzle all by myself instead of sitting by the phone. (As you might have guessed, he did call back :)

Post #2:

Last week at the grocery store, Madelyn started getting really upset while I was picking out apples in the produce section. I could not figure out what was wrong. She kept pointing to the back of the cart where I had just placed my bag of apples, and I finally realized she wanted an apple. I gave her one (after I wiped it off with my shirt) and she held that apple like it was her long lost friend. She held onto that apple all the way through the rest of the store, in the car on the way home and at home while I unpacked and the groceries. Some kids want a cookie at the store, my kid wants an apple. I can live with that.

Post #3:

Madelyn has discovered the healing power of band-aids - especially when Elmo is on them.


Post #4:

As most of you know, I suffer from migraines. Last week, however, I had the mother of all migraines. Instead of it lasting 4-5 hours, this one lasted 14 hours and instead of throwing up once or twice, I threw up 12 times, I think (After about 8 times, I started to lose count). My dear husband stayed home from work and took care of Madelyn. While laid up in bed or hovering over the toilet, I could hear them in the main part of the house having a grand-ole time. When I finally emerged from the bedroom, this is what I found.

This picture doesn't quite portray what our house looked like. I think every toy was out on the floor somewhere. Daddy and daughter had a great day together.

And that's a wrap.